some people have their right to feel jelous to another person.
peri pon sometimes penah rasa mcm tu..
but peri try to handle it carefully, because i know jelousy effect nothing to my self.. act like nothing happen and enjoy your life as happy as you can...
sometimes you need someone that u can landing on her/his shoulder, because they will make you feel safe around the other person too...
peri also need the 'person' to make me feel safe and comfortable beside her...what i mean here is a "FRIENDS".
the TRUTH is, peri cannot be too independent without her, a lot of thing that i've done before, she's will be there for me to advise and accompanied me anytime, anywhere, anything...
i dont really aspect a thing like this will happen again !
DEAR NURADILLA SYAQIRA,
I know you are the one of my stalker kan? and i hope you'll read my entry this time.
bukan mksud aku nak ketepikan hg, bukan mksud aku nak lupakan hg bila dah dekat dgn org lain... u are the one that can i call a SAHABAT.. yang aku paling rapat, dgn hg ja....the most close is YOU ! no one compares to you dila.. aku taw, hg banyak jaga diri aku, aku taw hg syg aku walau pun hg xtunjuk, ... and sorry for teguran tu...aku takot nak tegur hg kalaw hg diam dgn aku.. takot aku ada buat some mistakes that i didn't realize it... bukan aku xnak tegur, but aku takot... even aku xtegur hg, aku ada tnya k.ain, auni, fitri knpa hg diam... kadang2 aku rasa takot dah nak rapat dgn org lain lepas ne, nnt takot jd mcm ne lg... ya! aku dah takot nak rapat dgn org lain dah...sorry for saying nothing about this, btw hg pon ada cakap xyah balas msj tu, aku dah speechless dah masa masok dalam kelas time tu.. u know what, i'm crying every time i read the msj.. dont you think that i'll delete that msj.. i save it safely in my inbox..hati aku sakit, sayu ja, tiba2 rasa sebak... dah tu bila mlm p MPH tu, masa mkn kat mambo, kak ain tunjuk aku msj hg kat dya... xhabis baca lg pon, the time that hg kata "jaga peri elok2",air mata aku dah mencurah2 kluar... hg tetap ingat aku... thanks dila... i'm appreciated about what you have done to me before.. aku redha ja apa yg nak jadi lepas ne.. kalaw hg xnak cakap or tegur aku dah lepas ne, its up to you la... may be, kalaw itu bleh bt hg bahagia, aku redha, aku redha.. semua salah aku aku mintak maaf banyak2... halalkan semuanya dr dulu smpai sekarang....END !
peri ! take care of your eyes for tomorrow syg... you have an event to handle up.. after it, you may cry for many2 litre of tears..
nite!
love <3 peri
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